Troy sorry for your loss mate. I imagine you must be devastated. I lost my 4y/o pug 8 months ago and still have a lot of bitterness inside me. The sadness doesn't go away. It's hard for non dog people to understand, I loved my little girl as much as I loved my child.
If you think you're ready the best thing you can do is get yourself another dog (or two). Not to replace your dogs, more so think of it as a living tribute to your mates that have passed. The enthusiasm and cheekiness of a pup will keep you busy and I'm sure there's room in your heart for another. And if you can get a rescue even better - most pounds are full atm, with any surrenders being down immediately because of insufficient space.
Cheers
George